RashelRayne

I hate you. I hate you so fucking much. But do you want to know something else Shizu-Chan? I care about you. When you weren't around, I could convince myself that you meant nothing to me. That nothing but hatred was between us. But when you're chasing me, I can't help but think "Why do we do this? I want you. I don't want to fight." Whenever you were hit by that truck, I cried. I hate you for leaving me. But Shizu-Chan.. I love you too. And that's one thing I never got to say when you were alive. Shizu-Chan, you're a monster. But I guess I'm no better. This game we play. It's a lie. I started the lie. I'm sorry. I'm ashamed. I've been lying

There's nothing worse than leaving the person you love. But I have no choice in the matter. I'm moving away from Erika. The funny thing is, I've never told her how I feel. I'm so hopeless. I have a month with her left. I love how she's obsessed with yaoi. It's adorable. Right now she's talking about "Shizaya" again. Though Shizuo and Izaya absolutely hate each other. She thinks there's sexual tension between them in their fights. I'll miss that. I'll miss Ikebukuro. And especially Erika. I'm starting to wonder if I should tell Erika. I love her laugh. We hear he same dumb jokes everyday. When did I first fall in love with her? Probably in mi